Sunday, August 29, 2010

Vacation and downfall

Well, I've been on vacation and doing a lot of house work, therefore I haven't been able to play as much as I'd like.  I'm just getting back into a "regularish" amount of play.  I did screw the pooch big time though.  I got emotional and pissed away my entire online bankroll.   I just ran into shit luck and massive suck outs and everything you could think of including being my own worst enemy.  I really had to take another few days off and analyze what went wrong.  In the end... it was ME.  Plain and simple.  Hopefully, I won't make that mistake again. It was very costly.  What happened you ask?  Well, for starters I was just too tired to play even though I wanted to.  Then after several bad beats I got stubborn and lost mind.  Out of anger and frustration I sat at a $50 and then $20 and lost both.  Pissed away my bank and had to reload.  Yes I feel like a schmuck.  But I did learn something from it.  I've devised a checklist to see if I should even fire up the game or not.  It should keep me from being such a schmuck in the future.  Now to grind my bank back and beyond. 
Later

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